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i'm scared that i'm going to
end up You know that girl whos always lost? The one with the pretty smile
no one can tell is fake? That girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? You know, that girl who is always
there, and seems to have no problems of her own? The one who holds back the tears, until you are off the phone? That girl
that's in love with a guy who tries to understand? That girl who if you reach out, always pulls back her hand? Well what a
lonely life, what a sad girl she must be. Maybe you didnt realize...but that girl is me. While they dance she holds him, pulls him close, while he dreams of another. He counts
the days until he lets her go, same old story that everyone knows. Once heart is holding on, the other is letting go. I hate this. I hate all of this. I hate not being able to speak to you in fear that you won't speak back. I hate
not being able to look at you because you might not be looking at me. I hate not being able to smile at you since you won't
smile at me. And most of all, I hate not being able to be near you, to not be in your arms ... to know that there's someone
else out there for you. ~ Michelle Burns If he was in my shoes for two seconds, he would feel what it's like
to be me. He would feel what it's like to think of him always, to care for him uncontrollably, and to be totally in love with
him. After those two seconds he'd have no choice but to feel the same. On the other hand, if I was in his shoes for two seconds,
I'd know how much he likes her and how much he doesn't feel the same for me As you tell me about her, how
pretty, smart, funny, nice, and everything else she is, I respond "she sounds great, I hope you guys are happy together" what
I really mean is "why are you doing this to me?" He tells me that I'm such a great friend...a great shoulder to cry
on when things don't go his way...when girls turn him down, or his friends are being jerks...I'm always here for him...he
complains about how he wishes more girls liked him...never realizing he's telling this to the one girl who likes him the most... the
definition of -just friends- "Is it really that hard to say hi to me? You see me all the time and every time you turn away and ignore me. I'm a person too and watching you turn away hurts me more than you could ever know."
throughout my lifetime i've
left pieces of my heart here and there.
Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else
I wish I could just
make you turn around. Turn around and see me cry. There's so much I need to say to you. So many reasons why. |
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